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OPENING YOUR HEART TO FEEL WHAT IS REAL

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June 5, 2018 By Jelelle Awen

Open your heart to feel the pains there, the fear there, the tears there. FEELing this, letting it BE, holding yourself and parts of you in the mourning and the letting go. Opening your heart to be REAL about what your feelings are, especially the ones of unhappiness and distress over current relationships and situations in your life.

Over and over, I invite this heart opened realness in my sessions. It comes back to this so often too with every woman that I hold space for. It is really a space being held for feeling, for reconnection with the emotional body while bridging to the soul. A self permission I reflect back/mirror/offer to feel, to allow the TRUTH of your emotional reality to come up, to hold space for yourself and parts of you to FEEL.

Why does this self permission to FEEL need to be mirrored and offered over and over? Our 3D conditioning is to suppress, to numb, to cover over, to protect, to guard, to settle, to repress. Energies form inside of you (such as the Inner Protector) to block the natural and organic arising of your emotions because it is judged as TOO MUCH. So it is judged by your culture, often by your birth families, maybe even by your mates….your sensitivity is too much, your emotionality is too much, your heart breaking sense of life is too much.

Yet, actually, is it JUST RIGHT. That sensitivity is your heart porosity and your capacity to LOVE. And, as it heals from being allowed to be and flow, so it floods out more and more from healthy compassion, empathy, service with others. You can then feel what others are feeling while they are feeling it because YOU have embodied this WITH yourself and your own parts over and over.

Open your heart to feel the pains there and the joy can come into the space that is made.

Intimacy with self and other can come into the space that is made.

Vulnerability can come into the space that is made.

Love can come into the space that is made. And love can be the FEELING that flows most in most moments.

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I have some available session times next week M-F for women over 35 for a 1:1 90 minute bridging session with me for $55 USD min. donation. And my beloveds/facilitators (Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman, and Kalayna Colibri) do too if you are drawn to meet with them! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men, along with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators as well…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

The Universe Is Never Testing You – Taryn Crimi

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Today we would like to focus your attention upon the desires that each of you have. There is not a single soul on your world that does not have desires which they wish to manifest for themselves. So often we watch in dismay as you block these desires by creating resistance with your thoughts of doubt, worry and fear. There is a very common misconception amongst many on your world, it is the belief that you must prove your worthiness, you must prove that you can overcome obstacles in order to deserve all that you desire to create. We are here to tell you that you did not come here to struggle, you did not come here to see how difficult you could make your life, the universe never tests you and this is what we would like to further elaborate upon.

If there is anything we most want to convey to all of you it is of your worthiness. There is nothing that any of you can do to deserve anything less than the perfection of all that you are. No matter where you are, no matter what experiences you have manifested, no matter what choices you have made up until this point in time its never too late to make a new choice. You always have the ability to shift your focus upon something that pleases you, something that offers you the feeling of peace, of joy of bliss.

So many of you believe that the universe is in some way keeping all that you desire away from you until you prove your worthiness, until you have proven that you are resilient enough, until you prove that you really do deserve all the good that you have yearned for. As if there is something outside of yourself responsible for fulfilling your dreams and desires. And to this we say, there is nothing further from the truth. The only one capable of keeping anything from manifesting is you. The thoughts you are thinking, the direction of your focus, the emotions you are choosing to feel are directly related to the experiences you manifest.

We will tell you this, the Universe is always giving you everything you are asking for, and there are no exceptions. So why then do you not have all that you desire here in your physical reality? To this we reply, because you are not allowing your desires to manifest. Certainly many of you are completely unaware that you are blocking all that you ask to receive. The Universe is responding to every desire, every need, every wish for something better, but you cannot see the signs because you are so focused on the lack of what you want. It would be similar to saying: I am watching channel 5 on my television, but what I really desire is to watch channel 10. If you don’t change the channel you cannot see what is on channel 10. It is there, it is just as real as channel 5, but you can’t see it because you are not dialed into the channel you prefer. You just keep focusing on the fact that you cannot see channel 10. And so it is with the things that you desire. When you allow your thoughts to begin to focus upon what you desire, rather than repeatedly and incessantly focusing on what you do not want, you would begin to see the unfolding of all that you desire in such perfection you would be in shock by how easily everything began to flow into your life. Do you understand our analogy? You must be tuned into the vibration of creation in order to see the signs and impulses the Universe is always giving you. The universe never keeps your desires from you.

We watch as so many of you keep yourselves focused in such despair, such frustration because you feel as though you do not have any control over your lives, that you do not have the power to create your dreams, when in fact a simple shift in your focus is all that is needed to allow your dreams to unfold in the most marvelous of ways. So many of you believe that you must persevere, that you must force your dreams into manifestation, that dreams are earned not given. If we could persuade you to focus more of your attention on what you do want rather than focusing on the lack of it you would see how effortlessly things would begin to fall into place. We often say, you cannot focus on fear and faith at the same time. You cannot focus on the lack of resources while attracting abundance. Once you begin to deliberately choose your thoughts because you know you are the creator of your reality you will really begin to marvel at how much easier life begins to feel. You can’t focus on how hard everything is and expect it to get easier because that’s what you prefer. The universe is always delivering to you more of what you focus upon. Reach for the thoughts that feel good. It really is that simple. You never have to feel something you don’t want to. You say, oh but what about all these upsetting experiences around me? To this we remind you, your focus, your thoughts are always under your control and no one else can choose them for you. There is always something you can focus upon that pleases you. Always.

You did not come here to struggle, you did not come here to prove your worthiness, nor did you come here to see how many difficulties you could bare. You simply came here to experience the exhilaration of creating all that you desire into a physical reality. But you have momentarily forgotten your divinity, you have forgotten how to play, you have forgotten that you came for the satisfaction of manifesting your desires. Life is not meant to be so difficult; you came here to have fun. Don’t worry so much about making mistakes, there really is no such thing, you will always have new desires, and it will always be incredibly pleasing each time that you allow the universe to deliver them. So take a deep breath and relax into the knowing that you are infinitely supported in everything you desire. You are always in control, you can create anything you desire, there is never a dream too big. You hold the key to all of your dreams. Begin to focus on what you do want rather than being so focused on what you don’t have. Feel what it would feel like to have those dreams now. What does it feel like to have your desires right now? Play with this concept and you will begin to see new opportunities flow into your life.

We hope that we have served you in some way.

In love and light we are your Angelic Guides

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The Art of Self Loving for Spring

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by WINTER CLARK 7 MAY MOON AND PRACTICE, WRITING

Self love is an interesting concept. It’s something that we’re all aware of but how we approach it will look differently for each of us. When we hear the question, “do you love yourself?” we may be faced with a mix of emotions as we think about it and try to answer in a way that feels right.

This topic is coming up strongly for May because spring is in the air and bringing new beginnings with it. May is also bringing us fertility, creation, love and really juicy energy (I’m looking at you Beltane!) that opens us up to new possibilities of how we relate to ourselves.
We experienced a highly transformative winter that led us unapologetically into March and April, where we shrugged off layers to release that which no longer served us under the Scorpio full moon. The beautiful thing is, universal energies are always working to assist us in our growth process as we pursue the things we deeply desire – even if it doesn’t always feel like it.

Self love is about attending to your needs in the way of balancing actions. We can think of energy balancing between two polarities; for example masculine and feminine energy.
If masculine energy is out of balance, this will show up as aggression or forcefulness, overworking oneself, speaking to ourselves in a harsh manner and so on.
Masculine energy in balance is direct, assertive, driven and goal oriented.

Imbalanced feminine energy can show up as passivity, avoiding, withdrawing and not voicing one’s needs. It can also look like hiding things out of fear, having difficulty receiving or putting aside priorities to help others more than what is necessary. Balanced feminine energy is receptive, regenerative (balanced give and take), nurturing and intuitive.

There are many ways to bring balance back in. If you’re finding that it’s hard to call in what you want such as a passion project, a new idea or a fresh direction for your life, considering the energies at play can be really beneficial in bringing the process back into flow.

Here are some examples of bringing masculine energy into balance:

– Setting your alarm to take scheduled breaks from work, such as a walk around the office or even better, outside around the block. Get some water or tea to refresh your brain!
– Placing crystals in the areas you spend the most time in at work (like your desk) or at home in your work space such as selenite (to raise the vibration), rose quartz (to bring gentleness into the space), or amethyst (to stay connected to your higher self).
– Making a point to get outside at least once a day. If you can do that, try getting in a walk at least once a week. Mindful walking means going at a relaxed pace, noting the plants and animals around you to see the dance of nature that’s happening behind the scenes.

When we balance feminine energy, it can look like:

– Saying no when you really don’t want to, don’t need to or don’t have to say yes.
– Incorporating more movement into your daily routine (Spotify dance break!).
– Allowing others to assist you from time to time instead of trying to do it all yourself. This is really helpful for those who find it challenging to receive and are more comfortable in the role as a “giver.”

These are methods that anyone can use because we all have masculine and feminine energies within us. We all fall out of balance from time to time! So be kind, be gentle but above all, be patient with yourself in this season of love and renewal.

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Winter Clark

SOURCE & STONE
Winter was trained at an early age to work with energy on all levels; for healing the spirit through Source, manifesting dreams into reality, and consulting with Divine energy for guidance and assistance. Her work is shamanistic: divinely guided and uniquely attuned, she is focused on helping others building trust within.

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THE JOURNEY OF CHANGE IS WITHIN

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Within each moment there is the potential for something significant to happen that is unexpected by our veiled consciousness and yet “served to order” by our higher consciousness.

You are the boat, the sea, and the sky. You navigate the waters that were created by your own choosing. Talk to the sea. Feel the nature of the waves. Look to the heavens for guidance and direction. Use your God-given gift of curiosity and courage to embark on a journey of self-forgiveness, empowerment, and purpose instead of feeling like you are the play toy of The Universe in the midst of a storm you have self-lovingly chosen to ignore until it has become too much for your heart to endure.

Nothing that you created is beyond your power to change. The depth of your circumstance is only paled in comparison to the size of your soul that chose it. You will not change it overnight. There are no ‘silver bullets’ on the way back to Wholeness. There is pain to feel, choices to own, parts to love, risks to take, and stakes to claim.

You did not come here to watch the world go by. You chose this life to live…to ache…to grow…to ‘fuck up’…to learn…to Love…and repeat. This is your soul’s and heart’s calling. You chose humanity…now claim it with all that it has to offer in the next phase of your evolution as a conduit, creator, and conspirator for Love. Heal all that the world is needing you to heal so that you can BE what the world needs you to be…alive, aware, ascended in Love.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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CHOOSE A WAY OF LIFE, NOT AN OCCUPATION

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A NEW PARADIGM, AWARENESS

APRIL 28, 2018 OPENHEARTED REBEL

By Jessie Klassen, Wake Up World

“Are you sure you just want to farm? Don’t you want to do something more with your life?” These were the questions posed to me in high school by my well-meaning teachers when I had declared that I was going to farm with my family after graduation. In their eyes, I was wasting my talents by staying on the farm I grew up on.

For generations, this has been a fostered attitude here in the country; you grow up, move to the city as soon as you can, get an education so that you can get a good paying job and you’ll be much happier than living out here in “the sticks.” There isn’t a whole lot of encouragement or support given to anyone with aspirations of staying. Sadly, this attitude for decades has meant the decimation of our small communities and reliance upon large, urban centres.

Not that there was anything wrong with those who did choose to move away and pursue their dreams elsewhere. Their talents and abilities are certainly cherished and needed in this world. I am just hoping that this is what they actually wanted, and that they weren’t left feeling empty, or somehow abandoned by the life and the land that they knew; because it seems that when our children are being guided into their careers, especially by the school system, it often comes down to “coulds” and “shoulds” rather than “wants” and “callings”.

With this trend of small-town families encouraging their children to go live a “better life elsewhere”, I can’t help but wonder if those people couldn’t see the treasures they had in front of them? And I wonder how many of these children did indeed feel happier in the city, or away from their homeland? Away from the land?

My own parents experienced the same questions from their teachers as I had from mine; “But you’re too smart to farm, you could be anything you want”, was what my mother was told. In other words, “Only idiots stay here and farm, go make something of yourself.” This comment implied the sentiment that so many have carried for so long; that you don’t have to be very smart to farm, so it is what you do if you aren’t capable of anything “greater”. This attitude diminishes the great skill and determination involved in farming, and the incredible value of farming to our community.

So, my parents did give a life in the city a try. It lasted about a year, and in that time they found themselves so miserable and longing for the farm that they moved home to the farm and never looked back. Needless to say, my mother’s impeccable book-keeping abilities, coupled with her and my father’s building and fixing skills, work ethic, love and knowledge of the natural world, and pioneering spirit, have all served them well as self-employed farmers. Fortunately, they both came from farming families who encouraged rather than discouraged them.

Farming requires all kinds of skills, talents, and abilities, most of which cannot be learned from a book. Something that I have noticed that sets many farmers apart from many others is the accuracy of their intuition. Farming is a spiritual practice that one must feel — and there is really no teacher like experience.

Choosing a Way of Life
My parents chose to farm for the exact reasons that I chose to farm; it allows a way of life that I wanted to have for both myself and my children.

I cringe when I hear people speak of their gruelling commutes to get to work every day. The stress of traffic and the time that they are losing out on their days must wear on their entire beings. I enjoy a short, winding, half-minute drive through the trees to reach my destination, and it is a pure joy at all times of the year to either drive, walk, or bike. And the only traffic I meet is another family member or else a chattering red squirrel.

Every day is “take your kids to work day”, and school is often skipped so that valuable lessons at home can be focused upon. The teachers in our small-town school have come to understand that the Klassen kids will never set any records for attendance (but quite possibly for non-attendance). I have come to realize that we are engaging in a sort of combination of public/home-schooling, and with their good marks in school, I feel we are enjoying the best of both worlds.

Country living provides fresh air for my family to breathe, clean water to drink, a chance to grow nutritious food or pick it from the wild, and a safe environment for my kids to run free, explore and connect with Nature while learning about themselves.

No two days on the farm are ever alike, as our chores are always shifting with the seasons. I get to keep company with the kindest of creatures, and my co-workers are also my furry, faithful companions who guard my yard (mostly chickens) from predators.

When I was 19 I went to work for a local seed dealer for a seasonal spring job. It lasted two months, and in this short time I learned the valuable lesson of how good I had it at home, working with those who love and care for me and would never take advantage of my work ethic. I also learned how much I missed the kind-hearted cattle and the land I grew up on, and I learned that they had missed me as well. I learned that I would always do whatever it takes to stay on this land and be my own boss, and treat my own children with the same kindness and respect that my parents had treated me.

I remember one such comment from my boss one day which really made me realize how soul-depleting it can be to work for someone who only looks at you with dollar value. I was shovelling grain, and it was a hot, dusty job. He laughed at me and said, “I bet you’re wishing now that you went off to college, hey?”

I didn’t reply. What was the point? How could I explain that I really didn’t mind shovelling my own grain, or the grain of my family, grown on our land, with others who appreciate me.

This seed dealer looked at everything and everyone as a business. There was no soul connection to the land or to others, and he was only happy if he knew he had gotten every ounce of work out of you that he could.

I was also fortunate to find a partner who enjoys this way of life as much as I do. But having said that, when we set our standards and know exactly what we want, we naturally attract those who feel the same, so it’s probably not just a matter of fortune. He loves living “out in the sticks” and understands that quality time spent together is often time spent working together. You learn to take what you can get! But when you love what you do, it seldom feels like work.

As a farmer, it is impossible to schedule holidays, and so one has to learn the art of flexibility and embracing opportunities as they arise.

While life in the country, especially on a farm, certainly has its challenges, I have found that the rewards far outweigh them. While we have to work in all kinds of weather, and have had days where we are literally covered in manure, there is great beauty in being in constant connection and rhythm with Nature. I feel the sun rise every day, in the summer months when it is strong, and in the winter when it is subtle. Every evening as I make supper, I can watch it sink into the landscape.

When I do go into our small town, which thankfully has survived recent trends and still has a school and other businesses, I am greeted with smiles and pleasant conversation. It only takes one trip to the city and an encounter with a surly salesperson who looks miserable in their occupation to appreciate the service of a small town.

At one time I used to wonder how my life would have turned out had I not stayed here in the country with my family. What if I would have “pursued” writing, in the more conventional sense? I’ve since come to know that I wouldn’t have had anything to write about. My words would have been empty. But my soul is fulfilled here, living upon the land that loves and takes care of me and my family, so I write about what I know about, and what I love — as a farmer, parent, and empath — and share the words that Nature wants to have heard.

Looking back, I can’t help but admire the young girl I used to be, who knew where she needed to be and what she wanted. I will always hold a great appreciation for my parents who supported and encouraged me to listen to my heart. Life certainly hasn’t always gone as planned, there have been bumps and detours along the way, but as with all things in life, there are no accidents and every choice got me here.

I am not sure if my own children will want to farm or stay in the country, as I know it isn’t for everyone, but I will certainly try to provide every opportunity that I can to help them if they choose to stay, or to come back one day, such as my parents provided for me. Perhaps they will need to leave and spread their wings. Perhaps they will find another place that calls to them and feels like home. Or maybe they will be called back to the land that loves them, seasoned with life lessons and experiences.

Whether my children choose to stay or not, may they choose a way of life that fulfills them, not simply a logical occupation that pays the bills; one that nourishes their soul, not depletes it; a way of life where they look forward to rising every day, living their passion and expressing the joy that lives within them; a life where they are truly sharing their gifts.

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In a society that has fallen into the traps of over-stimulation, distraction, and competition, and has come to equate happiness with money and success with a title, I feel it is time to refocus on the simple pleasures of life; healthy food, a safe, clean environment for our children to grow into who they are, and time to enjoy one another and see the magic in the world around us.

I feel it is time for a refocus on our small communities, because this is where this wholesome life can be lived. These small communities can be created within cities as well. They are simply groups of like-minded people who are all willing to co-create the world in which they want to live in. It is these communities that will encourage and allow our children to choose a way of life, not an occupation. Community gardens are a wonderful start for people to gather and share in the sacred act of growing nutritious food and showing love for the earth and the land that supports them. It is time that those of us in small communities stop sending our children, our most valuable resource, “out there for a better life” and start re-creating the life that we want right where we are. We don’t want to hold them back, but we can encourage them to stay or to return when they are ready. We can place our loving intent and energy into our communities, like a seed, and we will soon reap the bountiful harvest of fulfilled, contented people.

I hope that you have found this helpful! I would love to hear from you via my website www.jessieklassen.com. While there, feel free to sign up for my free weekly-ish newsletter where I share my lessons and experiences from living a life close to Nature.

Much love,
Jessie

The Sapling: An Inspiring Story From the Trees
By Jessie Klassen…

jessie-klassen-the-sapling-book-cover-350x456Learn how to communicate with Nature while enjoying fun activities and energy exercises that will encourage spiritual growth, self-confidence, and awareness in you and your child while developing a close relationship with Nature.

In “The Sapling”, author Jessie Klassen offers an inspiring story from the Trees for the children of Earth, with vivid, full colour Nature illustrations that will appeal to younger children and provide valuable Life lessons that will grow with your child — just like a Tree! Full colour demonstrations easily display dozens of activities and exercises for you and your child to enjoy.

“The Sapling” is the first book in Jessie’s Nature Child Children’s Book Series, committed to helping children grow into who they truly are meant to be through a close relationship with Nature. You can get your copy via www.jessieklassen.com, as well as Amazon and Indigo outlets worldwide.

A portion of proceeds are donated to the TreeSisters and the Nature Conservancy of Canada.

Recommended articles by Jessie Klassen:

5 Lessons on Parenting from the Animal Kingdom
An Empowering Energetic Healing Exercise for Children
12 Simple Steps for Guiding Our Children Into Their Highest Expressions
The Trees Are Speaking – The Heartbreak and Hope of Our Ancient Friends and Guardians
Honouring the Trailblazers
“Be a Tree” – A Grounding Exercise for Children
Discovering the Joy of Life in Our Daily Tasks
About the author:

Jessie KlassenJessie Klassen is a writer, farmer, and the mother of 3 sensitive children. She is also a Reiki Master and empath herself, who is committed to raising her children in an accepting and spiritually-connected environment, grounded in Nature. Jessie is inspired to “share the words that Nature wants to have heard”, and through her work, helps others connect with the magic of Nature and rediscover the magic of their own lives.

Jessie recently released her first children’s book, “The Sapling”. It is the story of a little sapling who with the help of a wise old tree, overcomes her fears of growing big and becomes the tree she is meant to be!

You can connect with Jessie at jessieklassen.com, follow her on Facebook, or contact Jessie via email here: Jessie Klassen

4 Brutally Honest Things Survivors Of Narcissistic Abuse Want To Say To Their Abusers

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BY A CONSCIOUS RETHINK On 31ST MAY 2016 NARCISSISTS

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Whatever the root cause of their behavior, a narcissist will cause untold suffering to those they abuse. They are spirit crushers; they take an individual and control, confuse, and torment them with a bewildering array of verbal and physical weaponry just to gratify their insatiable, egotistical mind.

Upon escaping this toxic personality, it can take a survivor a great deal of time to recapture some semblance of their former identity, but they will never quite resemble the person they were before.

Despite this, they will eventually reach a place where they are able to look back on their experiences at the hands of a narcissist with some small amount of acceptance. They will never fully understand why they had to endure such suffering, but they will no longer be imprisoned by the lingering influence of their narcissist.

While it is recommended that someone who has been through such an ordeal never again make contact with the person in question, there are a few things that many would love to be able to say to their abuser.

Here are four such statements that might be said.

1. You Did NOT Break Me
You hurt me in ways that you’ll never quite understand. At times, life with you felt like a form of psychological torture as you pushed me ever closer to the brink of the abyss.

You took me, you chewed me up, and you spat me out again. You have forever changed me in ways that I am still coming to terms with.

You looked at me as a tool and used me as just that. You didn’t care for me; all you wanted from me was the adoration and attention that you crave.

I just want you to know that you did NOT break me. My spirit may have been hurt, but since leaving you behind, it has once again bloomed and flourished.

In spite of all your attempts to degrade and destroy me, you failed. I stand here today in defiance of you and everything you did to me.

2. You No Longer Have A Place In My Heart (And That’s Your Loss)
For a long time, my heart belonged to you. You had my love, my care, and my devotion, but you wasted it and now it is gone.

There is no longer a place for you in my heart and I want you to know that there never will be again. What you had was a privilege and an honor, but you know no respect for such things.

You may think you have much in your life, but my love – and the love of all those who have left you behind – is something that you will be much poorer without.

More essential narcissist reading (article continues below):
Coping Mechanisms When Leaving A Narcissistic Partner Behind

The Language Narcissists Use To Manipulate And Traumatize Their Victims

Feeling Sympathy For Narcissists: The Arguments For And Against

How A Narcissist’s Delusions Of Grandeur Prevent Them From Loving You

7 Healing Affirmations For Victims Of Narcissistic Abuse

5 Things Narcissists Do To Convince Victims To Come Back

3. You Taught Me A Lesson I Needed To Learn
You may well believe that you had the last laugh in our relationship, that there is nothing that I could possibly take from the time I spent with you.

Let me tell you now that you are wrong.

You may have used me without a second thought to my wellbeing, and you may not care how I am now, but you should know that what you did to me has taught me huge amounts.

You and your spiteful behavior were life lessons that I am grateful for. I do not thank you for this; I thank myself for being able to see the meaning in your malevolent ways and to learn from them that which I needed to learn.

4. I Pity You
The only feeling I have left for you now is one of pity. It is sad to think that you will never know what it feels like to love, to feel compassion, or even to truly feel close to another living being.

I wish you were able to understand what it is you lack, but I doubt you ever will. It’s not simply the love for others, but that which you feel towards yourself too; I don’t think you even experience this.

I cannot imagine a world in which there is no love, but this is precisely what you must be living in. While others may show you love, you cannot feel its effects, nor bask in its warmth and beauty.

For all this, I can only have pity for you.

Check out this online course designed to help someone heal from narcissistic abuse.

Click here to learn more.

What else would you like to say to the narcissist(s) in your past? Leave a comment below and let us know (but please keep it respectful if you can).

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ASCENSION LOVE ENERGIES INVITE HEALING OF CONTENTION IN OUR PARTS AND METASOUL ASPECTS

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March 28, 2018 Kalayna Colibri 3D/4D/5D Selves, Ascension, By Kalayna Colibri, Change and Transformation, Fifth Dimension Ascension (5D), Fourth Dimensional Consciousness (4D), Indigos, Crystals, Rainbows, Inspirational, MetaSoul / Other Lifetimes, Parts / Subpersonalities, Pure Love, Sacred Human / New 5D Human
by Kalayna Colibri

The illuminating LOVE waves cascading over us now and always, are shedding light on the knotted places inside. The places that, when touched, send ripples of what have become knee-jerk triggers flowing through our hearts and bodies. Feelings of defeat or a need or contend, feelings of loss or a need to over-compensate for what has been lost, feelings of needing and wanting to “fight” – for revenge, for retribution, in defense, in anxiety – ultimately, out of fear on some level. Contention and the temptation towards it that parts of us and Metasoul Aspects have is the BIG one, it feels like. It has been the main default for when we feel reactions. It’s either time to go to war, or it’s time to hide. And the middle ground doesn’t often get navigated, for even to claim to be a ‘light” or “love warrior” still throws down the gauntlet and invites a battle of some kind.

Love, because it is SO powerful when it’s in its purest, most real form, has the power to elucidate this reactivity and does draw out the desires in parts and Metasoul Aspects to fight in some way, often against it actually, because genuine love is a challenging energy to let in and presses on all of the unworthiness within us. Sometimes we need to walk this out and obviously as a species, human beings have been attached to this sort of play out in conflictual situations for a long time now. We cannot fault or blame the parts of us or others who have embodied this, as we’ve all co-created it in so many layers and sometimes even in subtle ways, and, these parts have NEEDED these energies. Especially in the harsh reality of 3D where there is competition, abuse and violence on MANY levels, socio-pathic ferocity without consideration of its impact, and misguided use of power, so often rooted in an intense need for more self-worth and love within.

At times, contentious energies seem to pop out of us, sometimes unsolicited, sometimes fully invited. These energies and emotions, like any others that come through us in waves, sometimes need to take the floor. Choosing to make space for this, to own it and feel it and get curious about it too, opens to the door to much, much healing on this ground. To the degree that we have contention still brewing inside of us, quite often from part to part or very much alive in a timeline (or many) of our Metasoul Aspects, we will draw it, even look for it, on the outside. In this incredibly complicated world that has been so violent and painful at times to face and be part of, reclaiming our power IS to go inward and become the loving parent to parts of us that so need a humble adult heart to lean into. We’ve all felt the distrust that arises and the lostness feelings of needing to claw our way up and out of the wells we’ve found ourselves in. Contention has so often been the only way that parts of us could grab onto to help themselves out of the well, often exacerbating the situation instead of resolving it, especially within where the real contention is and has always been…

With these Ascension love codes helping us feel all of this now, comes an invitation to continue feeling our next places and especially where those more contentious triggers within us are still living. We get to be with these energies as they live inside parts and Metasoul Aspects of us and help them find and feel a NEW way that lives in and from true self-love and an overflow of abundant compassion and love from us to the world and back again. This is the way of drawing the new day of the New Earth into our Now, not as an event to wait for, but a reality that emerges from within and contagiously and courageously flows outward.

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 30, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Emotional Forecast: Healing the Masculine and Feminine Shadow

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After an extended break from posting these written transmissions, today I felt the nudge from Spirit to share some of the overarching themes of healing that are occurring in so many of us right now.

When speaking of feminine and masculine energies, I am not necessarily referring to gender, but identifying the two basic polarities within each human being, as well as the two interconnected roles that play out in relationships, whether between lovers, parents and children, or even in our circle of friends. The masculine represents the mind or wisdom center of the Universe, while the feminine represents the heart or the creative and emotional center of the Universe. As the masculine and feminine aspects are transformed from shadow into divine aspects, the mind and heart merge together to ignite the spark of awakened heart-centered consciousness.

Currently the feminine and masculine aspects are steeped in crucial stages of healing as they transform from shadow aspects into divine counterparts of the one eternal soul. In order to be transformed into the divine feminine and divine masculine, the shadow of each aspect must be healed to completion. We are currently experiencing the healing of the masculine and feminine shadows, both as the two sides of polarity within each person, as well as the dynamics playing out within relationships.

Healing the Masculine Shadow – Stage 1

At this stage, the masculine is purged out of their known reference points by having the normalcy of their current reality shaken, as the unconsciousness of past indiscretions is brought into the light of consciousness. This is done to purify the shadow into the honor, humility, and courage of the divine masculine. This has been playing out publicly as many celebrities and authority figures are being called to face and answer to the unconsciousness of their actions, whether it’s their current level of unconsciousness or skeletons from the past being cleared out of the closet of regret.

As the masculine mind comes clean to coercing, dominating, abusing, or manipulating the innocence of the feminine heart, the masculine shadow begins its process of being reformed by a path of self-forgiveness.

For those at this stage of integration, the best course of action is transparency. Instead of waiting for a publicity witch hunt to trace your most regrettable actions, now is the time for the masculine mind to confess its most unsavory behavior.

Even if knowing better now than before, the way in which we truly demonstrate having learned from our past mishaps is by clearing the air with those we affected, no matter the risk or cost. Whether anyone else offers you forgiveness or not, just by admitting the limitations of your behavior and acknowledging the negative affect it potentially had on someone else’s livelihood, we are taking a bold step in the direction of self-forgiveness to assist the masculine shadow in being redeemed instead of ridiculed.

Healing the Masculine Shadow – Stage 2

At this stage, you have done a certain amount of your inner work and may even embody the qualities of the divine masculine. While completion of stage 1 is expressing the divine masculine through the words and actions of personal responsibility, stage 2 can be a bit more precarious. It is because throughout stage 2, the masculine is no longer healing their personal masculine shadow, but holding space to help heal the shadow of the feminine archetype throughout the play of personal relationships.
This means that an awakening divine masculine is often put in a position to heal the karmas and emotional blockages of their feminine counterparts from their history of past relationships. In stage 1, the masculine heals on a personal level. In stage 2, the masculine heals the relationship dynamic by assisting in the transformation of the feminine from shadow to divine aspect. It may sound unfair to have to pay the karmic bar tab others racked up before you, but it is a crucial stage of surrender.

From this depth of surrender, the masculine holds patient space to help the feminine develop the trust and faith in surrendering into the heart of their masculine counterpart. Metaphorically, the feminine surrendering into the masculine has nothing to do with handing over power to a partner, but symbolic of the feminine heart merging into oneness with the cosmic mind of heaven.
As the masculine holds space to help heal the wounds the feminine carries from cycles of abuse and persecution, the masculine demonstrates their alignment with Source to give the feminine permission to merge into the light of divinity that can be depicted as two hearts becoming one.

Just as the awakened mind learns to hold space for the heart to faithfully open, the awakening divine masculine must be the openness, consistency, and unconditional love that invite the shadow to surrender its guard and allow the innocent feminine heart to come out of hiding.

For those at this stage of integration, the best course of action is to develop a daily practice of gratitude and self-love, while holding courageous space for the feminine aspects within and throughout to find the strength to trust again. A spiritual ego steeped in arrogance may think: “This isn’t fair. I shouldn’t have to heal these layers that have nothing to do with me.” Meanwhile, an awakening heart rooted in humility says: “May I embrace the honor of helping my beloved to heal, so there will be no barrier to divide us from the love that brought us together.”

Healing the Feminine Shadow – Stage 1

The feminine shadow is the cellular memory of past abuse cycles that shields itself from potential harm by rejecting those who get too close. Since the unconscious belief suggests more hurt will occur whenever we are open and vulnerable, the feminine shadow either rejects those they want to be close with or attempt to build intimate relationships with emotionally-unavailable partners.

Often times, it is a history of emotionally-unavailable partners that creates this push-pull energy when in the presence of those who are open and able to love. This unconscious self-fulfilling prophecy inevitably reflects the feminine shadow’s tendency to be so hurt, heartbroken, and battered by the past indiscretions of the masculine that it attempts to match the unconsciousness of the masculine as a way of keep itself protected.

For those at this stage of integration, it is crucial to take inventory of your relationships to ensure you aren’t perpetuating toxicity in any areas of your life. When toxic relationships are present, you will surely be called into an equal aspect of shadow just to stay afloat in partnerships that may serve your personal desires, but aren’t destined to reflect the sustainability of true intimate partnership.

Once there are no glaringly toxic distractions pulling at you, the next crucial step is to develop a deep bond with yourself and those you trust, so you can begin associating opening up and being vulnerable with the ability to feel safe. As this occurs, the world becomes a stable environment to attract more meaningful and long-lasting relationships, instead of being ongoing reflections of a painful past.

One of the most effective ways to heal the feminine shadow throughout stage 1 is to find the courage to talk about your experiences. Because abuse is a dominating experience of being silenced and held against our will, speaking about our experiences gives a voice to the voiceless parts in ourselves and offers the choices that seemed absent whenever abuse occurred.
I personally applaud movements like #MeToo for giving the feminine heart a voice to express its pain. As pain is given a voice to be heard, the feminine finds the courage and strength to forgive the unconsciousness of the masculine, instead of fighting fire with fire, so to speak. In stage 1, the feminine finds a voice to express its pain, clear out toxicity from relationships, while learning to open up within themselves and others without feeling threatened or a need to either lash out or shut down. This prepares the feminine for stage 2, where a deeper dive into conscious communication, trust, and forgiveness paves the way for true redemption to dawn.

Healing the Feminine Shadow – Stage 2

As you find the safety to be open to yourself and others, like the masculine, the feminine begins working on transforming the dynamic of relationships. Just as the masculine holds space for the feminine to blossom, the feminine learns to develop trust in their counterparts to allow a surrendering into true intimacy to unfold. As the feminine shadow is transformed throughout stage 2, the feminine is allowing current circumstances to be different than past abuse cycles.

The crucial skillsets for the feminine at stage 2 is openness and communication. Openness answers the question, “How can I be more intimate in my relationships today and if I’m unable to take a step forward into intimacy, can I communicate my needs to those I love?” While it is natural for a partner to be disappointed whenever their beloved cannot meet them in an intimate space, the ability to communicate where we are at invites our partners into our experience instead of reinforcing how left out, dissatisfied, or unrecognized they feel.

When integrated in a healthy relationship dynamic, the masculine holds space for the feminine to feel safe and cared for through the reliability of the masculine’s most empowered conscious actions. As the masculine holds space for the feminine to surrender and open up, the feminine allows each day to be a step forward in rewriting the history of abuse cycles by being intimate with faithful trusting partners. If unable to do so, the necessity of communication allows the masculine to feel invited into the healing of the feminine, whether pertaining to their past or as lingering residue from unrelated experiences.

While the masculine may view physical intimacy as a way of expressing its feelings for their feminine counterpart, true intimacy also includes hand-holding, foot rubs, eye gazing, breath work, cuddling, and engaged active listening.

Once the feminine can trust the masculine is interested in connection and not just the physicality of being gratified, the feminine develops the trust to open up, let go, and invite in all the love their masculine counterpart is yearning to share.

Another important element in healing the feminine shadow at stage 2 is actively forgiving the indiscretions of the stage 1 masculine shadow, instead of demeaning the masculine as the masculine has done to the feminine over the course of history. Just like the masculine may not find it fair to pay the karmic bar tabs from their beloved’s past, the feminine may equally find it unfair to be so forgiving of the masculine shadow, especially in the aftermath of such senseless and brutal abuse cycles.
To not forgive the masculine shadow is to maintain a shadow aspect as the feminine. When this occurs, we are nice on the surface but ruthless to anyone who dares to cross our path and willing to betray anyone or anything in order to get our way. Inevitably, it just maintains the war of inner conflict that is easily justified through standpoints of righteousness. As a way of assisting both aspects into alignment with divine perfection, if you come across a public figure being indicted for charges, lets us honor the justice taking place, while forgiving their soul, so they may be purified, instead of incessantly punished.

Unconscionable punishment may be the best description for how the feminine has been treated by the masculine, but it is the opportunity of the feminine to help reform the masculine with greater mercy, compassion, and love than the past can ever reflect. Equally so, it is the duty of the masculine to anchor the divine feminine as two equal aspects of the same alchemical whole.
Despite our deepest desires, none of these stages can be rushed. Even when we wish we were further along than we may be, it is essential to be honest with yourself and others about where we are it in our healing journey. In doing so, the individual and collective consciousness of all heals the fractures and divisions that have divided the masculine and feminine into shadow aspects for far too long.

As the masculine is reformed to hold reverence and respect for the feminine, the feminine rises to equal power without having to express its will in a masculine way. From this space of equality, the divine masculine listens and loves without attachment, as the divine feminine opens up to intimacy and communicating their needs in the safety of sacred partnership.

No matter where you are in your journey, may you know the light of your true perfection and welcome into your heart the ecstasy of love that resides within as each and every breath. It may not be easy or even seem fair, but there is a light at the end of the tunnel. It reflects the brightness of the one who is willing to succeed, fail, pick themselves up, brush themselves off, and keep moving forward — against all odds.

My love is with all of our hearts now and forever.

Many blessings belovelies,
Matt Kahn
© Copyright 2018 True Divine Nature, LLC

The Temple of Union – by Adama and Ahnahmar

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Channeled through Aurelia Louise Jones

Greetings and Blessings, this is Adama from Telos. I am here today with Ahnahmar, one of our elders from Telos who has been living here since the beginning of our life underground a little over 12,000 years ago. One can say that Ahnahmar lived on the surface for over two thousand years prior to the loss of our continent, and he has maintained the same youthful body for about 14,000 years of your time. He is very tall, energetic and handsome, looking around 35 to 38 years of age.

During the time of Lemuria, Ahnahmar and his twin flame built a temple of wondrous beauty called “The Temple of Union”. This temple was built in honor of the Love and Union of Twin Flames. Ahnahmar with his twin flame have been the guardians of that unfed flame of Immortal Love for the planet ever since. I now step back to allow Ahnahmar to continue.

Ahnahmar continues:

Blessings and love to all those who will read this message. In the time of Lemuria, most men and women were sharing their lives with their beloved twin flames. That majestic temple was the location where wedding ceremonies took place. Couples adorned themselves with great beauty and elegance to consecrate their “Union” with the energies of the unfed flame of Immortal Love. Although this flame of Love has been extinguished from the surface with the sinking of Lemuria, it has been preserved on this planet in the Temple of Union who was lifted up in its entirety into a 4th dimensional vibration when our continent was destroyed.

This temple still exists to this day in the area near Mount Shasta in the same location it used to be, and is now vibrating at a 5th dimensional frequency. Although the former physical structure no longer exists in your 3rd dimension and cannot be seen in your reality, be assured that it is very real and tangible to us. The temple is very active and continues to this day to perform all the functions it was intended to do from the time it was built. This temple dwells in the crystal city of Light that exists in the etheric in the area of Mount Shasta, extending itself close to 40 miles in diameter. You have been promised that this wondrous Lemurian city will eventually be lowered into a more physical expression, and many of you will be able to see and enter it. You are asking when this is going to happen. The exact time is still unknown to us. We anticipate that it will be towards the end of this decade. When this happens, this temple, along with all other wonders that the crystal city holds, will be available to those who will match that vibration in their spiritual development.

Aurelia, known to you as Louise Jones, who had involvement with this temple in the time of Lemuria, rediscovered the location of that temple a couple years ago while taking walks within a couple miles of her home in the Mount. Shasta area. At first, she tuned in that this was a very special place but could not unveil the mystery. For reasons unknown to her, she felt very drawn to return frequently to our area for walks and meditations. Several times a week, we watched her walking up the hill. It was always with delight and joy, especially the first time, that we saw her coming. We waited for the day we could communicate with her more directly. Unknown to her outer mind, each time she came, she received on the inner plane our warm welcome along with much attention and love from us.

It had been several thousands of years since we had any kind of opportunity to communicate consciously with any surface person in that location. There are those living in that area who also come to the hill for walks from time to time, but none of them ever had any kind of awareness as to what this location represents. More clarity was eventually offered to our friend Aurelia about the nature of her favorite location for which she felt such a strong attraction. Her love and high degree of respect for the sacredness of that place allowed us to unveil ourselves to her more openly and reveal a greater measure of her former involvement with us in the Temple of Union.

We have an eventual plan for that location and we hope that in a near future this sacred site can be unveiled to the public. We envision that in two to three years from now, a small temple will be built there where wedding ceremonies and spiritual development classes will be held under our sponsorship. We also know that, very soon, many couples will be guided to come here to consecrate their wedding ceremonies with the energies of our Temple.

Aurelia recently performed a wedding ceremony in that location, (November 1st. 2001) enrolling our full presence and the presence of the Light Realm. It was the first time since the sinking of Lemuria that a wedding ceremony took place in the physical octave directly in the location where our 5th dimensional Temple of Union is situated. This was a most joyous moment for us, and we offered our full support. I, Ahnahmar totally merged with her during the ceremony.

Unknown to her outer mind at the time, she was setting herself up for a wonderful experience. Following her inner guidance, she suggested that special location to a twin flame couple who wanted her to officiate their wedding ceremony. The Telosians along with the Lemurian Council and the beings of the Light Realm were very happy with this event. Literally hundreds of thousands of us, running into the millions from the invisible realm attended this wedding in our etheric bodies. In a way, it was fortunate that she could not see us all because it could have been quite intimidating, considering the size of the crowd attending. It seems that every one from Telos and the Light Realm were there, applauding the reactivation of the flame of Love of Twin Flames from our temple into the physical octave.

It was only after the wedding that we unveiled to her more information about the true nature of the temple and the wonderful activation that took place for the planet during the ceremony. By following her heart and inner guidance, we were amused to see how she provided for us the opportunity to create this wondrous opening into the physical plane. The scenario we had been waiting for so long unfolded in a perfect sequence without her having any clue of what was really going on besides a wedding ceremony. This too made us all smile.

Many of you have discovered that marriage relationships have often been devastating, bringing more stress and disappointment than joy and sustained happiness. The reason for this is that stressful relationships are based on duality rather than the oneness of divine Love. Unless a relationship is based on that oneness, it can never fulfill the longing of the heart that you have so deeply felt.

Now allow me to lecture you a little. As the guardian of the Unfed Fame of Love, I have watched you on the surface in your relationships for a very long time. For those of you looking for your beloved somewhere else outside of yourself, let me say that this is not the way it will come. Your beloved is also part of you. He or she may have a body in the outer world, but meeting that one when one is not fully ready for that initiation is a bit tricky. It is not often for the best of your interest because the experience of third dimension does not always offer this compatibility of character and spirit unless both parties have reached the same level of readiness and evolution.

Listen to me well dear ones. Look for that one inside of you first in every cell and atom of your heart and soul and begin to develop a relationship with that one. That one is Self, your divine counterpart. It lives within you. The relationship that you are seeking is nothing more than the reflection of your own relationship with your own divine Self. When you learn to love yourself in every aspect of your essence, every aspect of your divinity, every aspect of your human experience, and that divine love for Self becomes the ruler of your heart and life, you will no longer look anywhere else. You will know that you have found it. It will not really matter what form it takes, your heart will feel full and satisfied.

At that stage of development of your spiritual life, the mirror or reflection of that state of perfect love for Self cannot do otherwise than manifest itself tangibly in your life. This is divine law and cannot fail you. If you do not have it, it means that you are not there yet. Mind you, it will show up in your life in divine timing, and the wait, if there is a waiting period for you, will not matter because you know that you have already united in your heart with the object of your yearning and your love. You will know the divine complement or twin flame that you have been looking for, that divine perfect union will manifest in one way or the other.

In the higher dimensions, beings have already attained this perfection of divine love otherwise they would be where you are. When you attain the perfection of this divine love, you will be lifted up in the higher realm and you will be in that perfect union with that one that has eluded you for so very long. It can also happen in your 3rd dimensional reality. Once you have attained this state of divine love in your heart, nothing can be withheld from you, not even your twin flame.

In the name of divine love, may I suggest to you that you start now looking for your beloved within your own Self. This is the quickest way to be united with your twin flame. You won’t have to put ads in the paper to find her or him or go to single’s clubs. He or she will literally fall on your lap, and you will not be able to avoid it.

May you meet all your tests in the embrace of divine Love! It is my pleasure to invite you to come to my temple at night where I give classes for those desiring to reunite with their twin flames. I am not offering to become a matchmaker as you call it in your language. We are willing to assist you in reconnecting with that wondrous part of Self that you abandoned a long time ago; that very part that will magnetize your beloved and everything else you desire in your life. We will not magnetize your beloved for you, but we will show you how to accomplish this for yourself. We will teach you the true meaning of the word “Union”.

Before you go to sleep at night, ask your guides to bring you to the Temple of Union to attend our classes. My underground crew and I will be there to receive you. I promise that we will have a delightful time together. If you don’t remember, do not worry. With the thinning of the veil, many more of you will soon start remembering your many and delightful nightly adventures.

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Changing From Carbon to Crystalline

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by Lisa Gawlas

I did a reading several days ago, the imagery I could see clear as day, the understanding, non existent. The imagery was actually rather simple. I single rope hanging down form a skewed out platform about 10 – 15 feet above the earth. By skewed I mean, covered with this golden cloud like energy that I could not see thru. The rope had a series of 10 knots in it at one foot intervals from top to bottom. My lady had her hands on the third knot from the ground, hanging there, suspended in air and not a thing surrounding her at the ground level of her life (that I could see anywayz) or as I said, skewed at the top level. I could not any incoming information to help her understand what this is representing to her. She did say that she was suddenly let go from her job of 22 years. It would be cheaper to hire someone knew in her position than to keep her. I am sure that played into what I was seeing, but could not verify it by her fields energy. This was just pesky, all the readings before and even after that, had been flowing effectively. I rescheduled her to Sunday, several days later. Seeing without understanding does not make a reading and I will never assume a thing.

The days leading up to Sunday, in between most of the readings thru each of the days, I would see her and her rope, so clearly as if we were back in her reading, but with no further information coming forth.

Imagine my surprise that when I connected with her yesterday, I could only see my floor. No field, no information, no anything. I had already done a reading earlier, so I know I am seeing. Why haunt me thru the days only to create a blank on the day we were supposed to dive deeper and get understanding???

So imagine my surprise as I sit down to write and wondering where to start, my lady hanging from her rope appears at the forefront of my mind. Coupled with a (virgin) man I read for on Saturday. So I will share his reading before I tie these two together…. within my own life field, which I have been begging for months now, to understand.

My beautiful man showed up building a doorway in his center field. Altho I did not see the entire house, his team said the house is built and he is now just finishing his new doorway, the threshold of his new life. The wood he used to frame out the doorway was different, alive. A blend of wood and energy and it had breath to it. I could see and feel this wood breathe. He used gold nails at the top of the doorway, silver at the bottom, completely in balance within himself. Completely unified in his use of tools (spirit and earth.)

When I looked thru his threshold out to his larger field, there were suddenly three opportunities before him. Three roads he will be given the opportunity to choose from and travel.

One road was deep green and made of a rubber like substance. There was such a bouncing, joyful energy to this path. Heart centered and just….fun!! Another road was black, made of coal. It was explained that if he choose this road, the alchemist within him would be at the forefront and he will turn the coal into diamond. He was also cautioned, if he choose this path, it would be hard work, unlike the green path. The third path was, at first glance, a hollowed out large tree. In order to travel it, he had to be on hands and knees and crawl thru it. As I watched him in this potential, the pulp of the tree grew into his body and he became one with the trees.

Altho he will have three choices, he will only be able to make and travel down one of these paths. One is not better than the other, just very different, and each will require different strengths that he possesses.

Now, let me put these two readings on pause and share a little bit about what I have been dealing with the last few months. I have not shared any of it for the simple reason, when I share adversity in my body, I get overloaded with unsolicited advise of what I should do and what I should take to assist…. often times, by the hundreds. Altho I appreciate the love it flows from, it becomes like chaos balls being shot out in rapid fire.

Sometime, I think in October, I woke up one morning, put my feet on the floor and swore I developed a ball on the ball of my left foot. It hurt like freakin crazy. I assumed I had swelling at the ball of my foot, nope. But man oh man, it sure as hell felt like it. It felt like stepped on one of my grandsons toys and it became lodged in the ball of my foot. For weeks I hobbled and learned to walk on the side of my foot, about three my right foot developed the same ball of pain. No swelling at all, just pain anytime my foot touched the floor. Fortunately my bedroom slippers and my shoes both have memory foam cushions inside, which provide surprising relief when I walk.

Of course, with the onset of the first foot, I started to do what I always do, have a conversation with my field. Am I out of step with something, out of alignment. Doing something I shouldn’t be doing or not doing something I should. No response at all.

As the weeks crept by, this pain spread, primarily on my left side. My knees, my thigh bone (femur,) my sit bone (pelvic bottom,) to the point, walking, sitting and laying are all highly uncomfortable activities now. As Decembers energies raged thru this planet, this pain infiltrated my hands and wrists and continues to spread and worsen. I need two hands to pick up my cup of coffee or open my kitchen cupboards and even that, is painful. Typing is painful, which is really the main reason I do not share every day. Some days hurts more than others and I need to make sure I have time to rest my fingers between thoughts.

I am pretty sure I developed Psoriasis Arthritis. I have all the classic symptoms, not to mention I have had psoriasis since I was 17, close to 40 years now.

For months now, I have been trying to understand what is happening within me and why. In the old body, joint pain would represent inflexibility. Holy shit, if I become any more flexible I would break. I was trying to fit that into my world, what I do I need to be more flexible with in my path or my reach for life (since it is feet and hands that are in the most, constant pain.) Crickets… nothing at all coming back to me.

We won’t even talk about the constant chronic fatigue I am dealing with.

The one thing I keep coming back to, I have not felt well, physically, since August 30th, the day I left Scotland. Not one day.

I was on my knees yesterday, begging my team for understanding. It is hard enough not being able to breath and move like I once did, but that is tolerable, this chronic, spreading pain, not at all. Again, crickets. That is… until I woke up this morning. I could see my mans reading, most especially, his coal path. Turning coal into diamond takes so much pressure and heat.

My lady hanging by the rope. She too, developed asthma as well as sinus issues several years ago. Her team refers to her often as the divine mother. She has 5 children, another will be on the way (she is 40, bless her patient heart.)

The rope is her ascent into yet another level of her evolution. Each knot that I see, is a pause in circumstance getting her there. With her being at the third knot, 3 being action and communication, her 22 years of work (master builder energy) was cleared so she could fully focus on her next phase of ascent. Her and her husband are launching a new business together this year.

The space between the knots, is the assimilation point. We are all in such a delicate state of absolute change, inside and out, there must be assimilation of each life circumstance that takes us to the next area of experience.

Spirit has said, many many many times thru the years, the decades really, that there are things we do not get to know because we would choose to go around it and not thru it.

If, for one moment, I had knew that my trip to Scotland would be the last time I felt physically well, I would have scheduled it for my next lifetime. Fully knowing and understanding that the biologically changes happening thru humanity at this time, MUST come thru the human incarnate, I (the Lisa/human) would have declined.

But instead, on the very day I turned 55, I took a trip to the land where time began, walked and breathed many of the standing stone formations, inhaled the sea breezes of pure energy and at the soul level agreed to turn the carbon based biology into the crystalline biology thru my physicality, my body.

I am not alone tho. Many of us are going thru biological changes that are rather unpleasant, but crucially important. We are not broken, but changing. What we have to fully realize, that what worked for dysfunction will not work for the changes that are happening now. Maybe more clearly stated, what worked in the coal (carbon) body, has no place in the diamond (crystalline) body.

I want to take this moment to thank you for showing up on the field, to enlighten all of us with your Soul Light. It is because of You, I understand Me!! Thank you for Being!!!!

Big big (((((HUGZ)))) filled with crystalline changes thru the ALL!!!

Lisa Gawlas

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Lisa Gawlas | January 22, 2018 at 7:17 am | Tags: carbon based, changes, coal into diamond, crystalline based | Categories: Ascended, ascension, Spiritual Understandings, spirituality, The Shift | URL: https://wp.me/pI02I-5Ht